Oh - and in case anyone was worrying -

I was crying earlier at college for several reasons, the two major being that I've been suspended this afternoon and tomorrow(along with about half of my class) to finish my outstanding IPS work, and the other follows on. Wanting to get a headstart, I was typing up some 'reflection logs'(think of something that has occurred to you, write about it) and got onto the subject of my own inverted body dysmorphia, and thence onto why it's SO BLOODY UNFAIR that I don't look like my genetically-normal agemate cousins.

That and the stress and possibly hormones has put me onto the brink of tears for the rest of the day.